unexpected return

I never expect that i would somehow return on blogspotting.lmao
it's a surprise, but here i am.

I was once turned myself into someone that i'm not, just to make an impression of "hi-i'm here-please notice me" and it surely didn't work out well. I know it never did. I'm basically born ignorant, and it's like the attitude that flows through all my veins and cells.

And I dunno why, i got a quite serious disease called " non-expressionistkimia". I ain't the type that let everyone knows about what i think and feel. To be precise, i dunno how.

It may not seem like it, but believe me i'm trying what i could to express myself about how i felt. Seems simple, but believe me, it's not for me. For those who had known me for years, they might be surprised of how much do i reveal myself to someone. Yet, i know it's not enough and please give me time to continue revealing fractions of my life.

Like an old saying, if there's a will, there'll be a way.
I'm done.

P.S : I lay my eyes, thought and heart only to my "present" =)