i'm back on blogspotting.:P

It's kinda odd for me to suddenly started to write somethin here again.LOL
it's just that it's been quite a while since i made my last post.Anyway, i'm living a full life in 2009... i got the chance to experience many things that changes my perceptions, my beliefs and etc.

in dec 2008 i had to taste the bitterness and the pain of loving the wrong person...after a long struggles,patience and sacrifices that i've done. She just put a nice end to the relationship that had never actually bloom.. and at the beginning of 2009 i saw the heart aching fact that she was actually belong to someone else....someone that she always said as her brother and there'll be no way for her to fall in love with.. ironic isn't it??haha

since then i've closed my heart for anyone else. i've my trust to girls. it took me a while before I started to realise that she wasn't worth it for me to destroy my own life.
However, the effect caused by the betrayals is just too hard to forget... even now i'm still in the fragile state that I gave up anything that I thought I won't be able to get..

enough for the sentimental side of me. After those unpleasant things crawling over my mind for a few months. There's a girl....she's so different with those i've known before and she's definitely unique in the way she dressed up and hobbies.LOL
At a glance, I saw myself in her. We're somehow have a lot in common. In terms of negative side off course.XD

Without knowing how or why, i've fallen for her.....and luckily this time, she felt the same way too..